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so things have been going pretty smoothly for me.  mike's coming in less than a week, christmas shopping is done, i hate my job, everyone's getting along great, i need $100+ in the next three days to make my car payment...............some things are a little retarded but for the most part my holiday season is worry free and totally spectacular.  i don't think i've ever typed that word before, spectacular, huh.

i got scenic director!  DIRECTOR!!!!  i'm so excited, as well as a little nervous, i hope i can live up to everyone's standards, i don't think the full effect of my position has really set in yet, give me a few weeks, by then i'll be an anxiety ridden mess :3  i need to start getting ideas for the sets and definitely need to work out what i need to have done for Mr. L and by when, la.

just a note, if you are sick, stay the hell away from me, sickness is not an option from this moment until mike leaves on the 7th (or something like that), i love you all but i do not need your germs right now.

p.s.  perfect situation   =    favorite song of the moment

the notebook i use for math/biology has been subject to my random doodlings as of late.

the cover, i like the whale thing, it reminds me of eskimos

my random demon boy (his entire story and background originate from many random pages throughout this notebook).  he likes him some starbucks, mmhmm.  what he doesn't like is hydrolosis, that's why he's kicking things in it's general direction.

another version of my star symbol thingie (it's on my bag and the cover of the notebook too)  this is more what my tattoo will be like, only not so.....rough

some girl walkin' & some strange perspective

i drew a plecostomus, and then another one!  they innevitably fell in love.

some fairy chick, she's cute :3

a doodle of me in my beanie, Kaylee said i look mexican...

and a random doodle thing from my sketchbook.  this was drawn the night after seeing Aeonflux.  the movie was nothing short of RETARDED.  mass amounts of hatred eminate from my body at the thought of that movie...and it's deception.

hope you guys are better prepared for christmas than i am, i haven't even started shopping yet.  but i'm really looking forward to the holiday hysteria, hell i've already come way too close to being t-boned in the parking lot at work......twice.  freaking awesome.

despite all my cynicism i really am looking forward to it.  especially since Mike's coming home :3  i can't wait.

so here's the deal:

i have two options for the next 2 - 3 months.  i can...

1) work the musical, have fun in theatre, bring some inspiration and light heartedness into my life and not have to regret NOT doing it 2 years from now

or

2) i can say to hell with theatre, work for those two months and save up for when i move out and go to school in the summer.

number 2 is a bit more practical but 1 will be a last opportunity to get some final experience in tech work before i graduate, both are looking equally good right now, but i'm thinking i need the money more, but if i do that i know i'll be kicking myself for not doing theatre later!  argh!  i hate making decisions!  when did i have to grow up all of a sudden?  damnit!

oh yeah, i have to decide by thursday.